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Intro
00:58
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If I be dirt
I'm the soil enriched in endearment to uplift your soul
To endure the searing tension of the sun
the test of my will was in session
To nourish you in this critical moment
As I was the only one to see the root of your intentions
undivulged to the world
As mines is for you to extend your reach upon the atmosphere
To see your reflection in a lustrous star
Which I can guess from your actions isn't very far
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Mother and Father
01:38
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Dear mother and father, it's unknown to me the nationality you may be
Or the language you may speak
We were the inclusive limbs
That were conjoined by sentiment
in preparation for the impending damages Caused by the rumble and tumble of one mans thoughts
Thoughts that you and I would of deemed beneficial
Were eclipsed by the specter that was the embodiment of his predecessors wish
And to I, the term casualty became the proprietor of my meager existence
But as for you it became a subsidiary but as I was incapable in displaying persistence
As tenacity was what
I extracted from you while flourishing within your vessel
You floated upon seas condemned by famine and war
But you didn't categorize me as a hassle
You the stoic vessel who didn't dispose of there cargo
After succumbing to the thought as "this world crumbles this being flourishes"
And with the emergence of the thought of harnessing a child for all of eternity became evident to you
And with the cycles of seasons
Today a limb, emotions, or even there life will be compromised
So that the comfort of tomorrow could be promised
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Mona Lisa
01:41
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Falling ash from a white lie
Tears from a desolate soul on to the corners of my mind
With the fusion from both the cement and tears forms and I find "I"
The being that laces your presence with sweet and thick words
As you reminisce of grandmothers sweet cornbread
The ever passing seconds have you to swallow
Words,phrases,paragraphs, and finally a story
of which makes you feel not as hollow
A pack of 20 white lies that are flared with the thought of you
You may be transient but the resin of you mask my lungs like glue
The vibrant hues of yellows,oranges,reds, and greens
are what resonate within you
Days where the wind bellows and you shed a tear
Reminds me of sweet and calming words that escaped the cusp of your lips
Your mellow
Your problematic
You a symbolic entity of what I hoped to have
But as so we can never speak for a second without thinking of forever
A forever without you
A forever with random pieces of furniture that changes with the season
But you the Mona Lisa of my past and current life
May the pain and happiness come
Through it all you made me feel alive
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4. |
Emotional Strife
00:55
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Though the bellowing winds quake my weathered bones
As it emits a melody as harmonious as wind chimes
The stratum that my soul was barricaded within
Has flourished and withered as a vigorous oak tree
But as for my soul, it was expelled from such manacles of life
As I am now free
From the tormenting thoughts of emotional strife
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Divine Nectar
00:46
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Feeling as if I’ve lived a 1,000 lives
And felt a 1,000 thorns
With every puncture I’m extracted of my energy
Now hollow
Im a compilation of memory’s, voices, and regrets
In these late nights
Dissecting the thought of why I don’t ask for help
A busy bee with these formulated potions
Hoping by the end I’ll have divine nectar
Sweet and pure to taste
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Consistency
02:21
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I need to get out of my head ....I need to get out of my head if I keep going
I’ll end up dead
consistency is always bountiful in the initial encounter
but with time it wanes and fades into the passing of time
but whether I choose to keep going and allow my mind to ponder
on the beneficial aspects is my chose
but is it something I’m willing to comprise my self destructive behavior for
that comfort in turmoil for
I can’t say for now but soon moments will mirror something I have no choice but to be prepared for
am I ready
I can’t say
conflicted with time and emotion
as I keep saying “I can” is an active component in this potion
this cocktail that has kept me inebriated for years
years on years of trying accompanied with my debilitating trust issues
Who can I hold near with a year that cost my sanity it’s worth in pounds
Lost loves, hopeless and empty encounters who am i to love
Who am to deserve such an emotion out of myself or anyone
Futile efforts and thwarted attempts to survive
I’m tired
Giving more than I receive because that’s the kindness in me
Because I understand your pain so I do all I can with a smile
even though I’m dying on the inside
Not a burden at which you think you are
I’m happy when I’m with you
Sharing moments of my meals and grace with you
Can you hear me now
YELLING BEYOND EVERY CREVICE IN THE HEAVENS
Do you see me now
DWELLING IN THE THE RESERVOIRS OF HELL
but in the truth
In the end
My only friend my only lover, is the sensation I get when my mind is pacing
Never fleeting always present the consistency I “need”
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7. |
Clear Blue Skys
01:10
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In sky's of blue
With a forest of dreams
We find our selves choosing teams
When in the end we only have one dream
We work ourselves to the gritty bone
For corporations that wouldn't cast a stone
We live everyday in a predictable manner
Unknown to the fact that our lives are getting sadder
Worse comes to shove at the door of truth
But in society unlawful power finds you
We use aesthetic scenery of the warm beaches to out lash the bitter cold standing of society
We say we love each other but in an intense situation
We boil down the love into the gritty hate at the bottom of the pot
We sought out for truth and thought we found it but we looked in through our third eye
and saw the intense truth we were so frightened to meet
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8. |
This Again
01:52
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Arguing about questions never answered
Finding problems in every solution
Resolutions, I think of those solutions in the mourn of these feels
Had 50 cents in my account but gave you 2 cents
And was still barely scraping by
Whimsical thoughts that developed in those late night moans
In my mind where I think of the daily grind
And forgot I was neglecting you
the source of my defeat
Reflecting my subconscious thoughts on you
I guess that’s why I was sinking below and allowed you to leave
Conscious mistakes that shattered us
Over the course of my spiraling
trying to stay sane
And the constant cycle of the same bickering and arguing
With you responding with “this again”
Yes it’s “this again”
Let’s try this again just one more time
A fiend for your love
A fiend for a final chance
A fiend for one last glimpse into your heart
I guess it’s cliche to say if loving you is a crime then I’m a felon
But when the angels cry then there’s another lesson
But I hate to say, it was detrimental the way I showed that love
Dwindling love and the rising love that you have for another
It was undeveloped but I got the picture
you have another
That won’t think less when the church bells ring your name
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Toy Soldier
02:23
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That metal bowl that you positioned upon your head
Was unbalanced
at a right angle was the rim and with your presence
I didn't feel so grim
Your slumped posture and flimsy solute
Was what made a poor man feel not as destitute
And that smile is what sailed so easily upon the empty seas of my inner wonders
Toy soldier marching so eagerly into madness
Where the seas and the winds embraced such a presence
That which showed appreciation to the depth
That called to the yearning and undesired
And defied the ones that exploit and masquerade
But as so we ball and dance in the ever ending moonlight
Toy soldier do you love what you’ve become
or do you shun and escape at the slightest crevice
In that war torn facade that is upheld by the fear of looking vulnerable
Growing pains and hoping at the end of the day that I can die sane
A privilege not at the disposal of the world but a few
The tired, growing pains
You are the product of a 6.6. Earthquake
Don’t be saddened by the things you couldn’t understand
They’re just afraid of how you make things shake
Toy soldier don’t feel arm-less when absent of the ones created by man
With subtle hands that only allow the specs of sand to peddle on and flow
Or do you up the anxed and pierce the time of another’s
with something as small as the confidence in yourself
Cowardly,lost, and the feeling of hopelessness
As there is no barrier of the crown
For a war bound kingdom
So stand with your eyes swaying to the stars
And with the guilt of not altering tomorrow dwindle
Lastly, Toy Soldier I’m not to inquire anymore answers
Because you’ve answered the Pandora box
Which was the accepted the course of the unknown
and it’s oblivious state and now and watched how you’ve grown
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CITY GIRL POEM
01:57
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Jack hammers sounding like wind chimes
Moved away from where you could see
The stars in the Big Dipper
To a place where the stars where the big tippers
You the
Humbled bird
Driven where nothing wasn’t given
Landed on the hinges of time
And shined
City Girl
With your model walk and your city talk
Could never escape success
Bounded for life
Where you could exceed the heights of the tallest skyscraper
Were you move with a single bound
Where the dust could never settle
You a being of crystal clear intentions
Stained by the opening of your subtle lens
Asking
“Whose really to blame when they beat me down to shame?”
City girl
With every question
Stress arise as the bumps
that blemish the skin
That caused wonders to arise in euphoria
Yes, the worlds larger the last meal you ate
Better it’s never up for debate
On how you digest the emotions of others
To give them some real shit
City girl
The love
That may seem inconsistent
flares with every emotion
That streams down your cheek
You
With the depth of a thousand oceans
And vastness of a thousand winds
With this now bruised
And tattered soul
You revive and come alive just for the sake of the ones
Who weren’t shy to disrespect you
Just to squash them like an insect
Revenge, is a long song of foreseen danger
The mental infliction
is a major credential in the next step of instability
Stand beyond that
Look beyond the wondering eyes
Lastly city girl
Feel beyond all physical realms and prosper
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